sorry peeps...
haven been blogging for so long...
my granny's funeral just ended yesterday...
on the day she passed away...i tot she was still alrite when i left the hospital after my 'nite shift'...
i left in the noon cos i knew my sis n aunt will be coming to fetch her over to the hospic...
my dearest popo passed away on 17, April 2006...3:15pm
and i was actually slping in my room...i din noe it actually happened...until the time i got up n read my sis msg...
i wished i also followed to the hospic...i really wished i did...
i guess i was still so stoned after my nap...i was like numb and still couldn't believe it was true...
then the next morning when all of us gathered at my granny's place to wait for the wake to be set up...
the place is so not true for me...
i had the feeling that popo will be fine again like she used to, and this funeral thingy is gonna be a fake one...or even sort like a dream...
the people send her back with the coffin...i was totally shock...they were treating my dearest granny like a object, a thing. my heartache...and still hope after all this gonna be over soon...and she will be back.
everyone was supposed to shout to call my granny's soul n spirit to be back...
we did...with tears n tears flowing down our eyes...
if only this shouting can bring her back to life...with good health n everything...
.....
days passed at the wake...
whenever i look at the photos we took for her...always make me smile...and reminds me of the times we have together...
even the last nite which i spent with her at the hospital...
and when my heart called out "Popo~", it also send a pinch to my heart...
yesterday was the last day when everyone can see her...
everyone was crying so badly....when we have our last glance at her...sending her out...
and i had never seen my parents crying so badly before...which make my heart ache even more badly...
we should be glad becos we have spend valuable times with her...and we have to dun feel bad at all...and it's just that we gonna miss her really badly...really badly...
"popo, i'm missing you..."
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